Pre-Portfolio Presentation Jitters.

Sitting in my room now, with the radio on (to pass time), baby just left for Malacca a couple of hours ago.Also, a couple of hours ago I got my stuff for the portfolio printed, thought it was good initially when I first looked at it. Upon coming home, filing it and then browsing through a second time I later realised that i could’ve done a better job. Thinking about how much better everyone else’s might be and how that’s the only thing that counts: how yours fairs against the rest of the students in the course, IM STRESSED! this time for real! I don’t know why for the first time in the history of all my portfolio presentations for final semestral assesments, I’m especially worried about this one.

I’ve completed everything, done the final touches. What’s left is just to put the stuff down on the examination table come Monday morning, and wait for the results to be announced weeks later. I’ve always thought about the after party of every examination. Being, what parites I’d do later, how would I plan my time, etc. Especially so, since I’ce got a whopping three month hiatus from school! amazing! but at the same time, after maybe a month or so, I’d wish I had school again. I refuse to admit how I think weird. :l

I haven’t met my best friend in ages. And there are also couple of parties lined up for me. Which just means, fret till monday, and then It’s all gonna be over for 2 weeks then pray hard I don’t have re-submissions.

I don’t never want to be a designer, Never. There are alternatives out there.

Copywriting, you hanging on for me?

Labels: The Miserable Life of a Designer.