back.

The past few weeks have been spent with just me, a home and the laptop in front of me, for well obvious reasons that my school work’s been piling up and project submissions await me. All that work has gotten my laptop so used to saving big files that it doesn’t take as long as it usually would anymore.

The past couple of months for me has been a whirlwind of emotions indeed. There’s so much that has been going on, whether good or bad. I’ve also been kept busy with numerous shoots, whether photo ones or filming for the upcoming game show on channel 5 which airs in January 09, watch out for it. or well don’t cause i got eliminated on the forst episode, hilarious it was.

That aside, I haven’t been partying that much anymore since a couple of my friends have left the country, Saturday nights have just been ever so boring since and I don’t even have the mood anymore for a good party or a random night out, all I want to do now is to go for a couple of drinks or a chill out bar to be specific. Clubbing just doesn’t interest me anymore. That’s sad but I guess it’s also cause I’ve reached an age where my life is not all about a party anymore as well. Everything else has just been very different as well now, I feel like I’ve just gotten a huge pay cheque which I’m so afraid to spend. There’s so much to buy but I’m so compelled to saving all of it each time I’m tempted to take that dollar note out of my purse.

I’ve recently as well, contrary to all that, fallen madly in love with the IPOD touch, that I want so bad, and have to save for, in case there’s more to life than just gadgets. haha.

I miss all my friends, I do and I miss being the life of the party really, but I don’t know who or what changed me. I guess, for now I anticipate December, for the friends that’ll be back or the trip or getaway I might plan to somewhere, at least jsut  out of the country if at all. =)

xx